thankful.

I feel like today should be Thanksgiving instead of Valentine's Day because I am just overflowing with gratitude today.  First of all, I feel SO blessed.  Like just thinking about how blessed I am makes me tear up.  I almost feel like a spoiled little brat. I am SO undeserving of every single thing in my life.  The fact that God blessed me & my sister with the parents that we have seems to be a common reminder in my life lately.  The vehicles we all drive, the house I live in, the school I get to go to... I just feel so unworthy.  I have done absolutely nothing to deserve my parents' love and I guess it's just humbling.  Knowing how much my parents love me puts into perspective for me how much MORE God loves me.  Then I wonder WHY or HOW He loves me.  I'm not really sure, but I'm so thankful that He does.

Then, when I think about all these blessings it make me realize how self-centered I am.  I am so not a thoughtful person when it comes to gifts and doing sweet things for people.  I'm so lazy. I really need to get my priorities straight and try to be more thoughtful.

I'm sorry mom and dad for not expressing how thankful I really am.  :( So, from the bottom of my heart...even though words are SO inadequate...Thank you.

Random thoughts:
1. Supercross is awesome.
2. I can't wait till Camp Zoar!
3. I need to spend more time getting to know Christ in a more intimate way.
4. Just Dance is so entertaining and I am so awful at it.
5. School is ridiculous
6. I need to be praying about what direction God wants me to take concerning my minor.